I nearly killed myself

I nearly killed myself today but I am ok about it. I was running a few minutes late for work so was pushing it along the motorway. I got to a part where two roads merge I was passing several of these as I tried to move over into the middle lane where the roads merge there was one of these in the lane I wanted but it was going slower than me but the van coming up behind was travelling faster and I was running out of road. While I concentrated on these I forgot about this which was on my left. The driver leaned on his horn and as I looked round he was just inches from my car. I was very lucky not to get crushed. Normally something like this would have really shaken me up and I would have been a nervous wreck but I wasnt. I just drove off and got to work feeling quite calm.

calm is the way I have been feeling for days. I don't feel either exstatic or excited. I have had a number of invites for a fuck but I'm just not bothered. I spent an hour earlier at one of these where #4 son had an x-ray. It seems that nothing is broken but he has bruised his arm and his ego. yesterday while out playing the kids had found one of the older boys pushed the chair down a slope with #4 son on it. He fell off and landed on his arm. boys will be boys, I dosed him up wrapped his arm in a cold wet towel and kept an eye on him. when he wanted to go back and be umpire I realised he was ok.