Risk

Today I took a risk

today I lost

today I am tearful

tomorrow I will be sad

in a week I will be fine

today I was ok, kind of philosophical

until I got the text that tipped me over the edge.

it was only a couple of lines but it said so much

it told me what you had already said

his words told me that he is not worthy of me

had he been worthy he would never have sent that text

amongst the many he has sent tonight

had he been worthy of me he would not

have avoided the subject for so many months

whatever he says

however much he is sorry

I know now that he did not respect me

tonight I have cried

tonight I will not sleep until exhaustion takes hold

his final text .....sleep well xx

has he learnt nothing?