Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts

Thursday, 28 December 2006

tagged !!!

Ok so I have been tagged by the man with secrets. I have to compose a list of 10 words beginning with the letter P.

My first has to be phone as I am totally lost without my phone, even more than my computer. I never go anywhere without my phones (yes I have two, one general which is pink and one for my closest lovers).

Promiscuity, how could I possibly leave that out when I have been practising promiscuity in recent months. I have a lot of years in the sexual desert to make up for. I had no idea how much I would enjoy my promiscuity.


Polish, I do like to wear nail polish, especially if it is red, although I do also wear purple nail polish. My collection also includes mauve, pink, gold and beige together with chocolate brown, but as most people who know me will realise I have a thing about red.


promise is something that most of my photographs show. I prefer to give a glimpse of the promised fruits rather than putting everything on display from the beginning. The pleasure I have gained from allowing my admirers a taste of things to come. Promises are also something I never give unless I am absolutely certain that I can and will want to fullfil those promises.


Planning can be both exciting and boring. Planning a trip to the dentist with my children is boring. Whilst planning a meet with a lover can be exciting. Planning an illicit meeting for delicious sexual enjoyment of each other with a married lover gets my pulse racing as we decide the logistics of our time together. When we can snatch enough time together, where we shall go, how to get there(seperately or together). what we will wish to take with us for the pleasuring of our partner.


Punishment, anyone who reads my blog should know by now that I am still awaiting my punishment. I have promised my knight that I will take my punishment in good faith. We have tried to put our plans for my punishment into practice but were foiled by the dog walkers of this land. We then had a drive around country lanes looking for potential venues for my punishment to be carried out at a later date.

potential, something I try to see where ever I can in the same way as I look for the positive in everything. I am constantly looking for potential venues for my adventures. Not to mention the ever changing list of potential lovers.

pure woman, that is what I am now, in my youth I was something of a tomboy, I was never a girlie girl, playing with cars in preference to dolls, climbing trees rather than having pretend tea parties. But now I have matured and realised the pleasures to be gained by becoming a woman. I am nothing now if not pure woman with the wants and pleasures of being seen, felt, smelt and devoured in ways that a woman such as I deserve.

Perfume is not something I wear too often, prefering to wear it on special occasions, it is more my practice to wear body spray(vanilla). I do have a rather delicious perfume which was given to me by one of my brief love interests. Prada is absolutely devine, I dont wear it for any of my lovers but there are occasions when I will wear it just because I love the scent. Or if I have been feeling sad I may spray a little on my pillow. For years my favourite perfume was Opium but I cant wear it anymore. During a conversation with a potential lover a few days ago he described perfume as 'something that kills married men'.


Persistent is how I would have to describe some of my admirers, especially when chatting online and they want me to go onto my webcam. persistent is also my kids when they want to use the computer and Im on it grrrrr.


I hope that is good enough for you Man. 10 words beginning with P with a few extras added in for good measure.

Now who can I tag?

Feetman letter D

Footprints L

cherrie R


Tuesday, 5 December 2006

butterflies and country lanes


9.55am I am all excited now, I am dressed and ready to meet my Lord to receive my punishment. he calls me he is running late we need to put the time back by half an hour. no problem, I set off a little later than expected, driving down flooded country lanes praying that my car wont get stuck in the middle of a flood. my wipers are working hard, thank goodness I had wanted the rain and that is exactly what im getting. Finally I arrive safe 5 mins early, slip off my flat driving shoes and put on my high heel ankle boots to complete my outfit of black stockings, barbie pink short skirt and white blouse. I can see the road from where I am parked so I shall see him before he sees me. I dont have long to wait, hes here the butterflies in my stomach jolt, I hadn't expected that. His car stops next to mine, we drive off towards our destination. In just a few minutes we are there, the rain is easing off and there are several cars already in the car park. Dog walkers milling around, we park side by side and wind down our windows. Perhaps this is not such a good idea!!! it would have been good if we could have got there not seeing anyone, made our way to a suitable spot knowing that there were other people around but they are oblivious of our presence unless they stumble across us by accident. but not like this. He has an idea, we drive off down the same lanes I had already traversed. We then spend the next half an hour driving along winding lanes and tracks until finally we give up we dont have the time for this. We pull up at the end of our final lane, he leaves his car and crouches by the side of my door, those butterflies are there again. we agree to wait now until after the new year when he has more time. This will give me more time to investigate more thoroughly a suitable venue for my punishment. he leans in through my window and we kiss, my heart melts just as it did a few short days ago at the end of our first meeting which didnt go to plan either. I suggest that had we managed to find a suitable place after all this I would probably been laughing too much to take my punishment with suitable decorum. I long for his kisses to continue and his touch on my skin. My hero puts his arm through my window touching my naked thigh just above the top of my stockings, I feel his fingers searching for my maidenhood, I wriggle in my seat to make it easier finally he finds the right spot but it is awkward. It only occurs to me when it is too late and he has driven away, I should have opened my door and swung my legs around so that I was facing my master. I could have shuffled forward until I was perched on the edge of my seat giving my master an easier access to his prize. I drive home feeling frustrated and a little dismayed, but I shall enjoy the build up of anticipation until I can meet with my Lord. In the meantime we will be continuing our email communication as well as chatting by msn etc.

Monday, 4 December 2006

my imminent chastisement


Sweet sir *****, master of my desires
It is with relief that I find myself at a time where I can now impart to you my most delicious master of my very being, my words to describe my giving of myself to you, this being before the deadline of sabbath end as set by yourself.I would have my Lord lead your very own lady ***** to the chamber of your choice where having secured the entrance against untimely intrusion, we would taste fully for the first time the very breath that lives within our bodies as our mouths meet for lingering exploration. Before your lady would serve you dutifully removing all covering garments from your body that she may feast her hungry eyes whilst being led to the bedside. where my lord I would beg you to sit facing your maiden with your hands upon her shoulders guiding her onto those knees you worship so much in order that her face would then be of a height with your waiting sword. with your hands holding her head to direct her mouth towards this sword of yours for gentle exploration by tongue along its length and width. It would please your lady to have the opportunity to take each of your balls one at a time into her mouth to be sucked for your satisfaction before using her tongue as before along the shaft of your sword until reaching its very head to be taken within and swallowed as far down its shaft towards the hilt until hitting the very back of her throat thus making your lady gag. your lady will willingly continue to pleasure her master in this way until instructed to stand that her master may remove her garments revealing her shapely breasts for full inspection before inserting the nipples alternately into his mouth for stimulation. your lady would then wish you to move a little further back onto the bed still sitting upright that it be possible for her to place first one knee then the other on either side of your thighs as she climbs onto the bed with you imapling herself upon your hard erectile sword before you lean back bringing your lady with you. slowly at first then with more pace our bodies joined as one we begin to dance rhymically to the song in our hearts as we grind together for the first time. from this time on the tune to be danced will be the call of my master, having first danced to the tune of his lady's soul.
your Lady ***** Slut of the highest order does now await confirmation from her honourable Knight Lord of her destiny and soul whether these words do describe to his satisfaction her proposed actions for the time yet to be set.


My lady *****
Forgive my lateness in reply but event out of my control have conspired to derail my intent toward you. Your self assessed punishment is fair my maiden, but for one thing, It is not your place to provide me with mitigating circumstances. You appear to have forgotten you place. Your master sees all and would have provided you with mitigating circumstances himself if you had not so eagerly sought to maneuver your punishment thus. It is a cruel world and unjust perhaps, but you must understand that it is with heavy heart that I find myself unable to take alternative course, but to double the punishment you justly deserve. From our place of meeting a carriage will transport us to a remote and private spot where I dare say the elements will contrive to make you aware of the severity of the moment. You shall be lead, hands bound behind your back as all condemned are so delivered. There will be no word spoken in order to enhance the solemnity of actions to be taken. At the given spot you will be stood before me and reaching under your skirt my hands will glide over your feminine knees and trembling thighs and encircle you ample buttock as a measure of what is to be revealed. From your hips my fingers will slip into the band of your thong and slide round and over you ample buttocks, slipping the garment from your body down your thighs and over your knees to your ankles where upon you will dutifully step out of the garment thus rendering yourself inappropriately naked from the waist down but for the modesty of your outer skirt. Reaching under and behind your top to the clasp of the garment controlling the fluidity of your ample bosom, I shall release it and let your womanly pendulous breasts fall in order that when I lay you over my knee each breast will cascade earthwards beside my left thigh pendulously within reach as I mete out your punishment so that in my of punishing my Lady I might take a little solace from my duty within the touch of her soft heavy flesh. It is now your duty to see fit as to whether this punishment be born of the morning of Tuesday 5 December where upon said punishment will be all that there be time for, as your Lord and master has duties of a commercial nature requiring his attention come lunch time. Failing this the said deed will have to be put off until the new year when time is less pressing. I await your resolve my Lady and remain your good Knight Sir ***** >:-x

my Lord
I am grateful to you for your judgement and accept my punishment as described. Having considered the information that I may accept my punishment on the morning of tuesday 5th December else have my agony prolonged until our lords year 2007. your lady would be available for the acceptance of her sentence on the morning of tuesday 5th december at any time after 9.30am if only my master would furnish myself with a time and place where she must await her master. I fear that the elements will have conspired to add to the punishment to be handed out at this time, however I feel that this will serve only to make this punishment the more sweet to receive from the hands of my hero my master Sir *****, knight of tarnished armour.


My Lady, my kind sweet slut, You would do for me a great honour to please me thus. I would enjoy most favorably your removal of my garments and to enjoy the expression of your face as you greet the first revelation of my manhood. Guiding my Lady to her pretty elegant hosierred knees in a stance of adulation would fill me with great anticipation feeling her breath upon my sword. With my hand to your head I would gently press your sweet face to my crotch that I might feel it on my stiffening resolve to honour you. To feel you explore me with tongue and lips and to place an orb on your mouth whilst holding my sword would be a moment to treasure and I shall relish the sight of your sensual lips envelop my helmet. Look into my eyes as you swallow my Lady and let me see their smile and sparkle in them as slowly sensually erotically take the length of me into your throat Continue my Lady for as long as it pleases you for this I can enjoy for hours at a time. I would like to request a great favour of my Lady, that if she has in her possession garments of a feminine and arousing nature to attire herself in, it would please me at this point undress her to the point of their revelation. I would wish to savour the moment and ingest the joy of your womanly countenance and so enjoying would release your ample bosom from the captivity of garments and so doing slide my wetting helmet over each of your nipples so as when I suck one after the other I can taste my lust for her on them as I lick and suck and massage them in my moth so as to give you great glee from it. I shall from this moment be your slave my Lady for to sit astride me will make it you to take pleasure in my sword and to witness the vision of your wetting sex lowered over it will fill me with great pride to know you have such freedom of desire to use me thus. I shall feast on you my lovely as you ride me, taking your pleasure form it, but also seeing the joy in my eyes as you indulge. I shall rise up and meet you half way as you take the length of me deep into you and listen to the music of our noises together for the first time. I shall pull you to me and kiss your mouth with passion as we ride together into the storm of delight...................... This indeed my Lady will give me great satisfaction and I would hope for my Lady too for it is not my desired for the sake my own satisfaction that I wish to conjoin with you but for yours as far more import, thus will I be satisfied. From this moment I can inform as to how we might continue our feast of each other if my Lady so wishes. I await your tidings to my revealed pleasure at your proposed dance together. Lady ***** my own sweet slave whom I wish to take in so many more ways, Sir ***** :-x


*****, Lady of my heart How sweet it is to know that you stand proud in acceptance of your punishment for early delivery. It shows good character and I enjoy you more for it. However the agony may well have to be endured into the year 2007 in the event of not finding a suitable venue for delivering and receiving such punishment. I have no immediate knowledge of the locality over the hill adjacent to your abode and so am unable to give you direction in this matter. If you have intimate knowledge then this might come in good stead. I await to hear what news you may have. Sir *****, Knight of the tarnished armour :-x

***** my Lady It was good to chat to you and find you in such good spirits the eve before you meet your punishment. It is a brave woman who goes to the gallows with pride and self respect. Neither of us has been here before and it is uncharted territory, but I am looking to it being a highly charged affair for you and one you can look back on with wonderment and joy. I am nervous my Lady, that I should not match the high regard you have of my abilities to deliver to your ample naked buttocks the punishment you feel you so deserve. I shall be distraught madam, if my regard for you and your well being should interfere with my resolve to excel in my duties toward you and pray I need not beg your forgiveness for being over zealous or worse expect a reprisal of similar nature at you very own hand should I fail you either way. It is in the hands of the gods my Lady and I await the hour of 10am and 30 minutes tomorrow the 5 of December. Your liege, Sir ***** :-x

my disobedience must be punished


my dear sir ******, knight of tarnished armour, lord of my very being, master of the very senses that make up my body and soul
I was sorely bereft at not being able to fully enjoy our time together and that we had to cut short our enjoyment of each others company due to my incapacity. I was so upset that I had to be so ill today of all days, I must admit that I very nearly did cancel but I did everything I could to ensure that I could at least meet with you for as long or as short a time as I could manage.It was indeed a very odd mixture of feelings that I experienced throughout our union of minds. From the very instant I was in your company I just wanted to kiss you, I was a little disappointed when you chose to sit across the table from me rather than by my side. But perhaps you made the right choice. Had you been sat beside me I would have found it hard to keep a modest show of decorum I so wanted to taste your lips and feel your body so close to mine. But all the while I was having these delicious but frustrated feelings I was also on the verge of wanting to run to the nearest water closet and introduce it to the remains of my stomach contents. I think my desire to be in your company for as long as I could manage, overrode the desire to run. I did indeed put myself to my bed the moment I returned home. I lay there in my suffering wishing that I was covered not by my duvet but by your body, your arms and mouth caressing me until the bad feelings had dissipated. My mind rerunning all of our short time together loving th feel of your hands and not wanting to withdraw from you when you had my hand between both yours caressing both my palm and the back of my hand simultaneously willing you to keep hold of my hand for as long as possible but also wishing you would lean across the table and plant a kiss on my waiting lips. When you walked me to my car my heart was sinking that our time together had not been as we both had been longing it to be. I know I must be patient and wait until you are free from your duties so that we may indulge ourselves further and come to know the pleasures that I now know I sorely long for with every fibre of my being. When we kissed I was well aware that our passion was being witnessed by the arrival of a car loaded with passengers just a few feet from where we were stood however I did not care what they might think, all I cared for was the feel of your lips and the gentle probing of your tongue, accompanied by the feel of your hands on my body, so gentle, so sensuous. the memory of your hands and lips stayed with me all the while I was in my sickbed. When I received the text alerting me to your email I was frustrated that I couldnt rush to my pc and read what you had written, please god let it be a favourable account of your wishes. When I got the second text alerting me to your next email I was most disturbed. All that I could read was :My down fall ......I pray for your forgiveness for I have What had you done ? I was beside myself what on earth could it be? had you done something which had caused the discovery of our meeting...was this to be an untimely end to our union?I forced myself out of bed to read your email and was much relieved and assured when I had read your email in its entirety.I wait with the certainty that our next encounter can only be better than this our first. I wait with bated breath for my body to be ravaged by you my kind hearted master, lord knight of my world. Please I beg of you do not keep me waiting unduly for your words of acceptance of my wishes to give myself utterly and comletely to your will and the satisfaction of your desires.
I leave you now until the next time my sweet lord of my desiresyour lady slut *****


My Lady my joy my fair concubine
From the bottom of my heart I truly wish that this finds you bettered and risen from your sick bed and I thank you for your determination in reaching our rendezvous. It was, although brief a joy as now I am able to see you as you are in my mind and soak you into my subconscious. I am sad to have sat opposed to you in the hostelry of our meeting for it would have be joyous to experience a loss of decorum from you, but sadly and rightly you conducted yourself with the utmost grace. Although we ate nothing, I had a veritable feast sitting as I did in front of you instead of beside. My eyes searched your lovely kind face and devoured it. I wanted to kiss your sweet eyes your throat your lips and had I not sat as I did I would not have enjoyed your beautiful ample cleavage which I dearly desired to see more of and kiss and caress its soft fluidity. I could have lunged across the table to dive into its glorious crease to drown in your soft depths. I wished to suck your fingers, your painted nails like a harlot, bright fiery red. I wanted to feel your elegant sensual thumb in my mouth and slide my tongue over its well shaped sharp hard nail. Holding your hand was consolation for the desires I had for you. I wanted to have you on the table curvaceously naked and eat you all up with my hop scented mouth. Every inch of you I would have reached and damn the consequences of on lookers as they in turn would have become aroused at the passion in my feasting. I appear to have undone you my Lady, insomuch as you offer yourself up to me utterly, relinquishing all vestiges of self into my control. I do so humbly accept you body and soul my Lady, and am honoured indeed to have your favour and wait for a time when you might give yourself so completely to the satisfaction of my desires and wishes. When we meet again I should like you to be unreservedly provocative. I should like to see the slut in you let off the leash. Show me a side of you that in polite circumstances would be held silent in your mind. Tell me now how you might honour your promise to your master. Tell me now how you would wish a meeting of our minds and bodies to resolve itself. Tell me how you would serve you Liege dutifully and how you would wish to commune with him. Tell me how you might adorn your lovely ample mature body to show yourself off to your liege, your Knight who stands erect in the proud knowledge he has won his fair maiden. Expose yourself more deeply and reveal the depth of your desire to be my Lady *****. my perfect Queen, my unreserved slut. I wish to see you in all your sexual colours, elegant, sexual, deprave, beautiful and totally desirable to your Sir ***** :-x

My own trusted master of my soul
truly I am grateful to you for rescuing your maiden from this life of promiscuity to be the very center of your desires and wishes. It heartens my very soul to read your words that do describe your feelings of desire for the woman who was sat opposing you whilst you drank from your vessel that which caused your soft lips to taste of hops. Had I indeed known of your desire to have my digits with bright red painted tallons sucked and licked whilst we devoured the very sight of each other in this place where there were others who were oblivious then not only would my hand have found its way to your face first to caress and learn the softness and contours of your skin before sliding within your adorable and endearing lips but whilst doing so I should most certainly have felt the dampness between my thighs turn to a certain wetness whilst feeling the shudder of desire increase and turn to a trembling only to result in the cumming of great flooding. Wishing with my heart and soul that you had in fact been sat beside me whilst our bodies were turned towards eachother in that we would be facing one another at very close proximity without the barrier being that of wooden table between us. I could then have guided your hand towards my maidenhead where you would have been without doubt acquainted with the evidence of my desire for yourself my lord, my knight of my honour.It is my wish that I could turn back time to the hour of our meeting so that we could have again our expected feast whilst my health was in its current state of wellbeing. However I do believe that I would still have found that eating food offered up by our host to be highly indegestible as I would surely have wanted to feast upon my master in preference to any feast offered upon the pages that were placed upon the table for our perusal. In my state of ill health I was so touched and aroused by the presence of my knight my lord that had I been in possession of good health I am most certain I should have had great desire to vacate our table to find a more suitable or at least appealing venue for the feasting of our bodies one to the other in our desire to become one at least in part.Had I been in good health I would most certainly have been attired more in the manner to which I had intended for our first meeting. My intention had been for you to be able to inspect my shapley patella sheathed in black stockings below a loose flowing red skirt which when standing reaches a little above those patella for which you have expressed your admiration on several occasions, most notable the very first missive to catch my attention before we had become aquainted as we did through written conversation.you have requested my description of my intentions for our next meeting. This my lord and master shall be given to you in detail but not I fear on this occasion. first I wish to spend some delicous time speculating and dreaming of our next rendevouz before imparting the details to yourself. If it does please yourself good master to allow me the luxury of time to let my imagination do the work which will result in a more fluid description than if I was to voice my feeling for our devouring of each other without that luxry.
until I have learnt from your written word to me that I have your premission to take some time to allow my imagination the lisence it requires to be able to offer upto you such words as I may find to descibe my desires for our fulfillment. If my master does please, you may set a timetable by which I must stick to bring to your attention my words. please be firm with me as I feel I must be punished for falling short in my ability to give you the satisfaction that you had deserved from our first rendevouz. It is entirely the fault of your lady slut that we neither of us were able to take leave of the other feeling fully sated from our wishes and desire for that time. for this reason you must state what my punishment must be so that it may be known to any of the public who have born witness to our fantastic and ongoing mind fuck that we are both of a mind to not only continue this communion of word but to bring our appetite for feasting upon eachother to a crescendo of sensations in our coming together at a time and place decreed by my master, lord holder of my desires to be completely within your control.
your very own maiden, lady ***** Slut of the highest order


My Lady ***** ( I do adore that name)
Your permission is easily sought My Lady, as I hold you in great regard and trust your judgment in knowing that your words once gestated with your creative mind will flow with the most eloquent sensuality. You have until the end of the Sabbath day that I may rise with the dawn of the new week and devour your mind from the page. As for your perception that punishment is due to you for your failing to do yourself justice and to honour me in the attire that I desired of you for our meeting, I shall meter out as many lashings of my hand upon your ample buttock as you lay across my knee as you believe you deserve for your failing. If I disagree with the number so chosen I may be forced to double it and leave you with a deserved glow upon your being. However if you feel this punishment insufficient for the disgrace befallen of you you must inform me that I may look to my soul and see what in addition I may meter out. I shall not write again until you have done your duty. I await your words Lady and woe betide you fail me. Sir ***** your master to be obeyed :-x

Sir *****, master of my destiny, lord of my maidenhood
Your lady having returned from being abroad fulfilling my duties to my immediate relatives is most gratified to find evidence of your judgement of myself. I accept thy punishment and suggest that perhaps 6 may be an appropriate number of lashings as whilst I feel that I was in the wrong for not completing my duty to yourself there were indeed mitigating circumstances why this was so. however if my lord feels that mitigating circumstances or no there were no excuses for being so remiss of my duty to satisfy your eyes with my elegant but provacative appearance. then I accept your decision that you must apply the rule of double punishment upon my soft ivory buttocks that they may be changed to glowing pink hue with a stinging which would remind myself for sometime to come how remiss I had been in order to merit such punishment. I am my lord your servant and therefore under your control and judgement. I know with a certainty from witnessing the kindness of your countenance that you would only subject your lady to a punishment that you feel is warranted by the severity of my failing in my duty to you.
I shall now go and give my attention to the details of our next meeting, would it please my master to give me an idea of when this might likely take place. I am impatient for to feast my eyes upon your countenace and allow my fingers the pleasure of touching you in places that will burn from the heat of the exchange. would our meeting again be during the meal time set for the middle of the daylight hours or perhaps later in the day when we could perhaps have more time to enjoy the sharing of our passion. Or perhaps it would please my lord to meet earlier and continue later. I have a fancy to meet for an alfresco snack before going onto somewhere a little warmer and comfortable for the main course of our repast.
I shall await further instruction whilst I continue with my musings which will be revealed to you in their entirety before the conclusion of the sabbath. If however I fail to fulfill this instruction I am sure that I shall be called forth to recieve sentence for my punishment for my disobedience. I must now rearrange my clothing following the gushing flood caused by my constant images of yourself which do invade my mind quite unbidden but most particularly whilst I am in communication with you my lord, master owner of my body and soul.
I am glad you have expressed adoration of the name given to me........maybe I was named after some of the great ladies in history. I may not be worthy of the name as much as they, save for in the heart and soul of my master
your lady slut ***** in shame lest my obedience not be satisfactory to yourself


Sweet lord master of my humble existence
It is with alarm that I have realised. whilst mulling over the contents of my most recent offering for your consumption, I found that I had been neglectful. how could this have been? How could I have missed the mention that I would be fully understanding that my punishment would only be complete if you felt that it important for my part to remain mute throughout from the very moment of our meeting until you were fully satisfied that I had undergone my punishment to your complete and full satisfaction. I shall follow your instructions without dispute or murmur. whilst it hit me that I must with immediate effect put this omission right it then occurred to your lady that the tap which had begun to trickle and then gush was in no way connected to the kitchen sink at which your lady was standing at that time.
please forgive this release of moisture without your permission to do so.
I remain your lady, mistress of your complete pleasure in waiting

will it be raining


It is 6.15pm and I'm sat in the traffic having just dropped the boys off at cricket training. I'm watching the rain gusting in the the glow from the street lights. I wonder if it will be raining in the morning? I begin to fidget in my seat, the more I think about it the more I fidget with excitement. I have never done anything like this before he says he hasn't either. A week to ten days ago if anyone said I would be doing this I would have said no way......thats not my thing. We are meeting at the same place as the other day then hes taking me off to the place we have chosen for my punishment. We are both very excited. I am bringing the silk scarf to bind my hands and my camera as he can't get at his without arousing suspicion. I didn't tell him that the place we have chosen is popular with dog walkers but maybe the rain will keep them away. I'm not sure if I want us to be found or not but the very idea adds to the excitement. I can hardly contain myself. Will I be able to keep quiet throughout my ordeal, I wonder if I shall be able to stop myself from giggling. He doesnt know that I giggle when I am nervous but then again I giggle a lot anyway. If I giggle I am sure that will mean I shall have to be punished again. Oh sweet pleasure I cannot wait.....yet I must, I have another 16 hours until our appointed meeting time. I have given much thought to my attire for my master's pleasure I think it will have to be short skirt stockings and high heeled ankle boots teamed with a white lacy brassiere topped by a loose white low cut sleeveless blouse. I remember that white becomes transparent when wet, this only adds to my pleasure at the thought of his reaction. Oh I do hope it will still be raining, does that make me a machochist I wonder?