Why

Why do I always say …….Thats ok no worries

I get the text or the phone call maybe its an email
Or a message on msn
Sorry baby I can’t make it
Sorry baby it’s work
Sorry baby it’s my children
Sorry baby it’s my car

Always I say that’s ok no worries
Why do I say that
Clearly it does matter
Clearly I am saddened
Clearly I am hurt
Clearly it is disappointing

I am all excited
I have decided what I shall wear
Which skirt with stockings under
I have chosen the shoes
To match my clothes
My makeup is ready
Mascara, lipstick maybe some blusher

Then I get the message the date is off
What a downer this is
Who can I turn to
For comfort and reassurance
Do I chat to my friends
Or sleep away my disappointment