pissed off

I just hate it when someone I care about even if we have never met in person is miserable especially if it is because some man has fucked up. Last year when I was feeling really angry and upset with a certain man who had hurt me badly. A very good friend allowed me to let loose with a mallet. she was going to dismantle her daughter's play house but she let me use up my aggression on it instead. Its amazing what I can do in just 5 minutes!! I did feel much better afterwards but was on the prowl looking for other things to bash up. At first I didn't do much damage but then I began to say his name in my head with each swing of the mallet that really made a difference!