talking rabbits!

another little quiz I pinched this one again from chopski

You're Watership Down!

by Richard Adams

Though many think of you as a bit young, even childish, you're
actually incredibly deep and complex. You show people the need to rethink their
assumptions, and confront them on everything from how they think to where they
build their houses. You might be one of the greatest people of all time. You'd
be recognized as such if you weren't always talking about talking rabbits.


Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

now this is slightly different from the rabbits I have talked about in the past. I guess there must be some truth in this. I am basically a shy person......yes thats right I said shy. I am shy but I also like to be noticed. I can often be found on the periferal, wanting to be included but staying on the edge rather than the centre of everything that goes on. But be warned if you get me in a one to one situation and I am comfortable I can rabbit on as much if not more than the next person.
I don't know if others think of me as young and childish, but that is how I feel inside. I have lost count of the times I have told The Man that being an aries (the baby of the zodiac) I will never grow up.
I am though, as anyone who has the slightest idea of the real me, very deep and complex. I can do straight forward but there are so many layers of this that you can so easily get lost.
not so sure about confronting people on everything......but there are times when I will be confrontational when I feel passionate about something.

this is a good quiz you should try it

I did it!!!

wow finally I did it I got there !!

I managed to get the computer in my bedroom connected to the internet through a wireless connection. I can now blog or surf to my hearts content in privacy and in my own time instead of waiting for my turn on the living room pc.

I am giving the boys my old computer that has been in my room for the past 6 months to have in their room for playing games on. Now that I have got the one that had hard drive problems fixed running in my room. (I found a special tread mill for computers on ebay). the one with the typing problems is still in the livingroom as is #1 son's laptop these are sharing the wired internet connection until I can get one or both of them set up wirelessly. so no more sitting in the living room trying to hide the screen. no more letting the boys use my computer and trashing my room at the same time. I have my own little piece of heaven. Maybe I shall put a lock on the door and buy an intercom system so they can talk to me..... oh yeah we have msn and mobiles for that silly me!!

so now I will be able to chat to my friends on msn again at normal times. normal! did I say normal why would I want to be normal? It can be interesting to see who is online at 2am or 6am. I had 3 different msn chats this morning before 8am is that normal to most people?

talking to a friend earlier we discussed nutters and I claim to be slightly crazy (N used to call me 'crazywoman' I even have that as profile name on a web site)but my friend says I am balanced my reaction to that is that it stops me falling over and if i do fall I just bounce back up like one of those clowns with the weighted bottom that toddlers have.

talking of toys I have had a couple more plays with my rabbit (I agree with Luka they really shouldn't be made to look like cute animals....isn't it a kind of commercially approved beastiality). Anyway we are getting on better these days but I still think I prefer sex toys of the 6' (approx) warm living male human variety. My rabbit can now make me get to the stage where I feel the blood drain out of my head and I'm on the edge of conscience but he doesn't make me wet. what good is an orgsam without copious amounts of moisture other than it saves the sheets from another soaking ;-)

Paranoid and irrational

no great words of wisdom today

I am in a sorry state today

been feeling sorry for myself all day

the torrential rain didn't help

not being busy at work didn't help

too much time to think

too many sad thoughts

paranoia setting in

I know he can't help it if his time is already committed

he can't make the meeting I asked for on the off chance

Oh well never mind is the reaction I gave

its the only logical reaction

but that wasn't enough

having spent all day thinking about whether he trully wants me

wanting to cry, but holding back

I tell him how hurt I am

that he must do better

yet my mind knows that he hasn't rejected me

it is me who is rejecting me for him

my warped mind that doesnt think I am good enough for him

my warped mind that thinks he is ashamed of me

It is me who wants him so bad that I cannot believe he might want me too

I thought about sendng Oxo the secret text message asking to see him

But to my mind I would be using him for comfort

when it is not his arms and lips I crave

I thought of texting PL to meet up before he goes to work

but I figured friday afternoon his wife would be home early

I thought of N but only for a second

I text FF we will meet soon

JJ text me

he is thinking of me while naked in his bed

yes this could be what I need

but neither of us are home alone

we agree to have fun next month when he will have more time

I guess all I can do now is


MY Rabbit

I tried him again a few days ago

just to see

if pleasure he will give to me

at last it seems to be better

he slides in with ease

and vibrates where before he did not reach!!

I must go now to my bed and my new friend

who with his long ears will titilate

and cause me to become wet

relaxation he will help me to find

before into a deep slumber I shall sink

this I shall now do I think

Rabbit

It's the middle of the night and I am in my bed.
time to try out my new rabbit again see if the exerence is any better than my first experience.

Knees drawn up apply a liberal amount of my new tingle lube, ah yes I can feel why it is called tingle that is good. Insert finger for some gentle play to increase pleasure and wetness. still not feeling quite as aroused as I should do. play with nipples allowing imagnation to wander, you should be here pleasuring me, it is your fingers on my nipples in my cunt. I want your kisses, your arms around me your fingers on and in me. more lube applied to rabbit gently insert head push harder,deeper. gradually turning up the vibrations the squirming bit in middle feels funny as it goes in. switch on the vibrating rabbit ears take a bit of moving around to get the full effect, mmmm thats very good but still not fully aroused. try it with legs wide, not much sensation, clamp legs together, now that is intense but the noise has increased, oh well it does feel much betrrrrrrrr very intense now but still feeling dry and not particularly aroused. Have great urge to wrap my legs around you. Now what do I do? the feeling is intense so is the urge to wrap my legs round a body your body but there is nothing but my rabbit between my legs. this isn't doing for me what I need. remove rabbit and switch off vibrations. Insert finger to finish off what has been started. Still dry still not aroused. This thing isnt turning me on its turning me off!! Time to sleep

my new rabbit

I have tried my rabbit. I have experimented tried the different speeds. Tried it with just the main body vibrating, with just the rabbit vibrating and with both. Starting slowly then increasing the speed. I tried pumping it and I tried just holding it in one place. I think this is something I will have to get used to. Yes it gave me pleasure, it was very intense at times. I’m not sure how I feel about it so far. I had thought it would make me gush, it didn’t. I am a little disappointed but on the whole I can’t complain as it did give me pleasure just not quite what I had expected. I think this is something I shall have to be patient with and get lots of practice.

But for the moment I think I get more pleasure from just my fingers in the absence of what I really need which is a man who knows how to use not just his cock but his fingers and tongue too.

its arrived

I had a nice suprise this morning there I was in the garden hanging out the washing when #4 brought out a box telling me a parcel had arrived. He was about to open it thinking it was a jacket I had ordered from ebay. I shook the box, the rattle told me this was no jacket. he wanted to know what was in the box. I just innocently told him it was nothing for him to worry about. As soon as I could I took the box upto my bedroom and opened it up all excited. I had completely forgotten that I had changed my mind when ordering my rabbit I didn't get the mini (5") one shown in previous post. Instead I got the Jack Rabbit Pearl Pink



I have been out and bought the batteries, hope they last a while or I shall be spending more on batteries than on the actual rabbit.
I shall be making sure I get a good chance to try it out tonight.
I just hope I get on better with my new friend than kimba did with her first purchase

where is my rabbit

Ok so last week I ordered my first rabbit only a mini one but still a rabbit

It was meant to arrive by today at the latest together with my new lube and anal beads. But it is now 5pm and still no rabbit

looks like I will have to make do with digits a little longer !!