my birthday

What a strange day. I thought I would be depressed today. turning 45 with no one special to share my day with. I was expecting that I would feel desperately in need of sexual gratification and that I would have to text some one to come and get me if I wasnt getting any offers. But I could never have predicted the day I had. I wasnt expecting any presents from my boys as I know they have no money at the moment. I was also fretting about my bills and having to take more paperwork into the council offices.

I woke up at 7.30am when I heard a text hit my mobile. It was an email alert. My dearest knight of the tarnished armour had sent me another lovely sexy email. We had not been in contact since late January. But I had sent him a short email on sunday wishing him a good easter. In reply I had a very long very sexy email and so our exchange has begun again although with a slight twist to the original thread. I decided to go downstairs and read his email before the boys got up. But it was another hour and a half before I read his email. As soon as I logged online there were a couple of offline messages waiting for me. One from my dark master and one from a friend who was very upset. We spent the next hour talking about his problems. Although I felt upset for him it did make me feel good. I always find it good to help others with their problems, apart from the warm glow from knowing that I have helped another person, even if all I have done is listen. It always helps to forget my own problems. Once we had finished chatting I read my emails and a few blogs. By now the boys were getting up and giving me cards, wishing me a happy birthday and complaining that they couldnt give me breakfast in bed if I was already up. #2 son made me a cup of tea while I had my shower. Then I set off to visit my mother. I took her to the local superstores where she bought me an expensive new vacuum cleaner. She had already given me a card with two cheques one from her and one from her dad. Most of the money will go on bills but I have promised myself I will buy a cross trainer as they dont take up much room and I want something that will help me to excercise. Even though I lost a lot of weight through stress during my divorce I have started to put it back on and where I threw out all my clothes that were too big I am now finding it hard to find anything that fits. I can't diet properly because my radiotherapy has affected my bladder and my bowels so I can't eat much fibre therefore have to be careful not to eat large amounts of fruit and veg.
Once my new vacuum was safely stowed in the boot of my mum's car we went to a local garden centre and bought a tub of spring flowers for my doorstep. On the way back to her place I took my mum to the football club I used to be involved with. She drove around the carpark then tentatively along the road. Once she felt confident enough she drove us back to her home which is quite close by. This was the first time she has tried to drive since mid January when she had her knee op. I now have her car until sunday evening when she wants it back :-( it has been much nicer to drive than my own car. We had a cup of tea and a chat . I finally told her that I have been writing erotic stories and I am trying to write a book. We discussed this and she has given me some advice (she also dabbles with writing short stories although not erotic). She has suggested I get advice from her writing class teacher.
when I got home I answered some of the text messages I had been getting all morning from various people. then I had a long chat on the phone with my friend who was still upset. Quite understandably so. By the time we finished the computer was free so I spent an hour reading and commenting on blogs. Before getting phone numbers for delivery services. #1 son had ordered a laptop through ebay and the tracking system told him there had been an attempted delivery but we couldnt find out where it was now. After several calls including one long one to US post we finally tracked it down. So I took him along with the cash to pay the import tax to collect his new toy. we hadn't been home long when he got a call from the bank he had applied to for a loan. He will get his money on friday so hes now looking for a car of his own to buy.
When I was online earlier I got a booty call but I turned it down because I was feeling good just being home with my boys and suprisingly wasn't feeling the slightest bit horny.