I thought I was worth more
I didn't think that once a fuck buddy always a fuck buddy
how can it be that he thought that was all I was worth
How many times did I tell him otherwise
I ensured that I didn't send him hot text or emails
I chatted about mundane rather than sex
just because I had been a fuck buddy before we met
doesnt mean he should assume I wanted that again
I AM WORTH MORE
his loss
someone as yet unknown's gain
What took you so long?
1 year ago
6 comments:
There’s always a risk. The grey area between affection and detachment is large and
unbounded. You play a dangerous game. But as the sign in my kitchen says, ‘Those who
do nothing make no mistakes.’
Good girl, thats rigth, HIS loss not yours! You are worth more than that.
I don't know you very well but I do believe his loss is far greater than yours.
I have read your blogg for many months, i dont comment on any i read but this once i feel compelled to. I have often wondered if your are great looking and a wonderful lay or something else.... I wonder now at this thought of loss he (we know as Forest) does he feel the loss you do? I would guess as you did not know where you stood that he has never told you anything different than what he text you and therfore he does not and that you sweet lady have built it up into something that is one sided. You spoke of ladders a few days ago, he on yours I wonder are you on his or have you ever really been higher than fireman sam for example. I wonder therefore if it is that feels loss as you so obviously do and he does not remind me whose is the greater loss? Charlie x
Damn. I wandered over here after you commented on mine, to find this post. So sorry to hear about this, and I hope you regain your sparkle soon.
Innocent I am afraid I cant do detatchment I think thats the male domain....even in a FWB situation I have to have some kind of attachment, but most of the time kept my emotions in check.
DJ and nitebyrd thank you
anon I understand what you are saying. I do however believe his is the greater loss as I have learnt a few lessons here so in that way I have gained. Further he will never now know how much he has missed out on as I have so much love to give to the right person which wont now be him. what am I missing out on by not being with him? so maybe in the short term my loss was greater but in the long term his is the greater.
trousers I have visited you a couple of times, I am sorry you came across my blog while I was on such a downer but I am glad to say that I am on the up again. I hope you have not been put off.
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