If I said

A few days ago I sent this to a few of my male friends past and prospective to see what they thought.

If I said
If I said I want you, would you come to me?
If I said I need you, do you need me too?
If I said I am hungry for you, would you satisfy me?
If I wanted to see you would you stand naked before me?
If I wanted to feel you, would you place my hands on you?
If I wanted to smell you, would you kneel before me so I could drink in the scent of you?
If I wanted to taste you would you feed me your hard cock?
If I asked would you to fuck me please, would you make me beg?

Here is the reply I got from Thomas aka my Knight


If you said you want me, I would come to you.
If you said you need me, I'd need you too.
If you said you were hungry for me, I'd hunger for you too.
If you wanted to see me, I'd stand rampant before you.
If you wanted to feel me, I'd place your hands upon my manhood.
If you wanted to smell me, I'd relish you drinking in the sent of me.
If you wanted to taste me, I'd feed you my cock.
Drink of me and dribble my spunk from your mouth to mine.
If you asked me to fuck you, I'd make you beg.
If you wanted me deep inside your cunt, I'd scissor with you and feel your warmth
If you wanted me up your arse, I'd joyfully have you sit upon me and relish the sight of your curves and the feel of your vulgar tightness.
Suck me my angel, I want to see you abandon any propriety.
Fuck me hard and wantonly, I need to see the sweat upon your curves. Drench me in your womanly cum and scream your joy for it.

You lovely rude and vulgar lady.

wanting and promiscuous

LiR My love
Are you free Thursday eve?
Would you like to meet early eve?
Lust you always
xxxxxx

Dearest Darling

I would dearly love to meet you on Thursday evening but as fate would have it the only evening I can't make this week is Thursday as I have to attend parents evening at College. If I could arrange to get my son to meet me there I could possibly manage to meet you for an hour depending on the earliest appointment (currently 7.30)

LiR my love,
Shall we tease ourselves with just an hour? I can't say no! I don't have the will power not to see your beautiful curves displayed before me. I want to feast my eyes upon your femininity and your womanhood and have you enjoy my manhood. I'm so aroused by the prospect. Lusting you dreadfully. Shall we do something promiscuous and dirty? A brief sexual encounter to keep our lust for one another fresh as it always has been. or put our thirst for it to a better longer time together?

Where? How? When? Before or after 7.30?
Yours wanting and promiscuous.
xxxxxxxxx

I have persuaded my son to meet me at the college, our earliest appointment is now 6.50pm. what time would you be able to meet? I finish work about 5pm. DO you know any of the pubs in the area? I think with the limited time it will have to be a drink but I am sure we won't be able to keep our hands and lips to ourselves.

I look forward to hearing from you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

LiR
I don't know if you'll see this befor you go to work, but I was thinking you could come up to ******, but it will take you 20 minutes and back, that's 40 leaving us ± an hour to ..........................
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I managed to leave work a little early, called him to get directions to the place we would be meeting. 20 minutes later I was parked outside his converted listed building at the end of a lane perched on the edge of woodland. On the inside his home is beautiful as it should be for someone of his talents. After nervously drinking tea in the breakfast room overlooking a wonderful garden that just blends so superbly with the surrounding woods we moved into the richly furnished livingroom. Whilst I perched on a fabulous sofa he sat on a low coffee table facing me. Still we continues the small talk, I wasn't sure if this new awkwardness would remain for long but as I crossed my legs he became excited at the prospect of seeing the lace top of my stockings. He had apparently already caught a glimpse as I alighted from my car. He lept across the space between us to slide a hand inside my skirt caressing my outer thigh above the lace. As he did so we shared our first kiss of the afternoon.

It didn't take long before we were both topless, between kissing passionately (we do have 2 years of kisses to catch up on) we took it in turns to nibble and suck each other's nipples. But we couldn't stop there, not now! Not after all this time when we have been lusting after each other for so long. With my skirt in a heap along with the rest of his clothes we lay on our sides as he watched me squirt from the attention his fingers were giving to my aching cunt. (I don't often use that word but I know how much he loves it when I do). Knowing that he was loving what he was doing and witnessing I was able to finally grasp his lovely cock and taste him for the first time since our afternoon together so long ago. His murmuring that he had forgotten just how good I am with my mouth only served to intensify my enjoyment.

The polished floorboards beneath my hot back were unyielding as we tried with great difficulty to make love in the missionary position but swapping places so that I was sat astride my beautiful champion I was able to ride him, just slow small movements at first but graduating into bigger faster movements as we both felt the tightness of my vagina loosen up a little until I collapsed beside him for more kisses and cuddles.

All too soon it was time for me to start making a move to leave. As I started to get up from the floor I found myself on my knees with my love stood before me. How could I resist kissing his belly once again? His upper thighs too were very inviting, kissing his soft warm skin could only lead to one more suck on his delicious cock. But as I held him to me, hands gripping his firm arse my lips around his manhood sucking with such pleasure, he could not help but cum in my mouth. Thinking back I can't remember the last time I was able to do this. This time around I swallowed every drop, I wasn't going to share with him this time. But once I had swallowed all he had, making sure he was completely finished, I stood up, threw my arms around his neck kissing him so that he could share the taste in my mouth.

He giggled.

'I thought you were going'

'how could I go while you were cumming?'

realising the time we quickly dressed, luckily I noticed straight away that I had out my top on inside out.............that would have been a clear give away!!

Clothes readjusted we walked out to my car together as we said goodbye.

I just hope it won't be another two years before we can be together again!!

I adored him before, but I adore him even more now. My lovely sweet, dirty minded Thomas aka my knight in Tarnished Armour

My knight of lust

Yesterday I was chatting to my Knight, almost two years since we first began to share our sexual fantasies. These days we mostly manage to chat for a few minutes as I prepare for work in the morning. These chats occur intermittently, sometimes there are months between chats and other times just a few weeks or even days. Occasionally we get to chat for longer if it is a weekend. Yesterday was one of those times, as usual he warned me that he could not chat for long, but even when he said he had to go he still hung in there until the very last moment. as I have said many times we have an incredible lust for each other even though we have not managed to see each other since January 2007. He always seems to appear at times when I am feeling low, just chatting to him and knowing that he still desires me after all this time is such a tonic even though we both know that we won't meet again, or at least not while my loyalty lies with Romeo.

Whenever we have chatted I reward him with one of my fantasies. Yesterday was no exception, this evening I returned home to find his response to my latest offering. He is always full of enthusiasm for my writing and today he did not let me down.


Oh LiR

What a heavenly story and delicious memories stirred as I read you rude words. I'm desperate to have that glorious feeling of my hard wanting cock in your mouth, to feel your hungry tongue lick up and down my shaft. I want you to suck my balls for as long as your delicious mouth wants as you look up at me passed my throbbing twitching cock.............................. seeing your plump lips red with that racy decoration as you fill your mouth and slide lasciviously up and down my shaft .... I love you with all my heart and I could watch you all day and night greedily devour my manhood, tracing it's contours with the tip of your tongue and slipping the ridge of my helmet just past your lips...................... oh that glorious sensation..................... Kiss me now so I can taste the saliva my cock brings to your sweet mouth................ Kiss me hard I want to feel your passion ... suck my tongue deeply and me in turn sucking yours like a little cock of your................... I want to kiss your eyes, your cheeks, your nose your throat and much much more but later.

Take my cock again and let me see your pretty feminine fingers at play stroking it up and down and teasing my soft head.................. open your mouth again and sink me slowly sensually into your warm wetness ............................... God the sensation is divine, you're divine I adore you when you make me feel so good......................"You're making me cum LiR.............. as you release me in a cruel tease from your mouth a stream of cum flails through the air towards your pretty face....... too late to avoid as it slaps you squarely cross your lips and chin............. you cover me once again with you mouth to receive the next as it lashes to the back of your throat you swallow............... and salaciously suck me dry cupping my tightening balls with each spasm............ Arrrrrgh I'm in heaven .... I'm cum in your mouth and it feels so so good..............

Kiss me my angel, I want to taste my lust for you....... I want to share my manly passion for you ................. share the scent and lick your sticky face clean of me.............................. Oh I so want to relive your blissful vulgarity LiR, you're beautiful :-)

Do you have anyone special to share such emails with.

short but hot email

After the funeral I was feeling tired but thought I should check my main email account as I have neglected it a little in the last few days. To my surprise I had a delicious email from the sexy Thomas. (Formerly my knight)He had emailed me a few days ago about some invites he was getting from 'fan box' from me. I told him I hadn't sent them and rewarded him with kisses (he always loves to get some of my kisses). This is what I found today

Oooooo, those rewards :-) No, don't stop............... More more.................................. all over mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm that'ts it..................... mmmmmmmmmmmmm......................... OH!, now that's dirty, but don't stop!...................... Oh God, you're blissfully vulgar........................ Now that's naughty, speaking with your mouth full.................................. come and sit this way round, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ...................... What a perfect sight................... what a wonderful womanly scent........................... what a heavenly taste................................... But don't drown me, you know I can't swim so well.............................. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm warm and gushing and spent....... how I'd adore you in my arms right now kissing your mouth a satiated sex xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

So, It's out with the Vick rub then is it.
Let me know if you need any help. I'll put a tincy wincy bit on your nipples and pussy. That'll warm you up !!!!!

Your effect on me! God if only you knew :-) Bless you.

I'm serious about the vick rub.

Thomas xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Don't you think he has a wonderful imagination, it was that and his way with words that caught my attention almost 2 years ago and we are still in lust after all this time. He will always hold a special place in my heart.

I adore him

I am confused

we have chatted for 2.5 hrs this afternoon/evening this our sixth conversation since sunday afternoon. he refers to our illicit affair. does he want an affair? He had talked previously of not becoming attached as he has a partner of 20 years.

I adore him, I adore his eyes his lips his soft light brown curly hair with fine hints of silver. I adore his slender fingers, I adore his voice, I adore the words he writes to me.

I feel the heat in my loins when we chat or write to each other. he has been special to me for many months. I had thought our correspondence was over after hearing nothing from him for 3 months.

he calls me his delight, his sweet, his darling,his honey,his angel, his perfect lover, he calls me by my given name( he is the only one other than my grandparents).

he adores me, he adores my mind, my pretty face

he wants us to 'play lovingly together as we gaze longingly into each others eyes enjoying the expressions of pleasure on our faces.'

he tells me

sweet angel of joy sadly I must go, bless you until next time. I love you xxxx

why did he have to go and say that ?
he has never used the word before !!

I adore him of course I do but my heart is elsewhere

He tells me

He tells me I am a gorgeous kisser
he says he wants me and wants me and wants me


He tells me I am a great kisser and very sexy, we do have great sex together


He tells me I am perfect, he loves my sexy voice, the only thing wrong with me is that I have kids


He tells me I am the sweetest person he knows


He tells me I am a sweet girl


He tells me nothing just holds me close, kisses me and makes me feel happy

busy or not

I have had several conversations in the last 24 hours or so about how busy I am.

Mostly I am busy on msn, text or email. Although I chat to a lot of guys and most of them want to get me into bed. My sexual life isnt as busy as it seems. yes there are lots of guys wanting to see me but it isnt turning out that I am having sex all over the place as it perhaps seems. I have been doing some thinking about this and decided its time to have a clear out.

1)Mr Passionate mmmmm lovely I may have only seen him 2x this year but we are hoping to get together next week there is no way I'm saying no to him :-)

2) foxy (SL) my partner ....hes got his own things going on and we have not had sex together at all this year in fact we have only seen each other 2x with others.......I'm going to let that one drop unless he decides to make more of an effort. Sad we were good together

3)My Knight my my adorable dearest man it is proving difficult to get time together but it will happen

4) Gordon my other partner.......I'm not sure hes really for me. The distance I think is too great for us to get together often, hes also very pushy but very limited to times he can play ie early evening until 7.30ish. I have arranged to see him next thursday But I may call it a day. He desperately wants us to have group fun but if I am not sure of him myself how can I sell the idea of him to others. I have just read some messages for us from another couple and I just felt it was wrong I cant answer the messages I have no inclination to do so. I know when I get online in the morning I shall have some instructions from him about answering the messages.

5)Dark Master we have not met yet, there have been text and im conversations even telephone calls. but each time we agree to meet one of us cancels. I have not been sure about this set up anyway. Now contact is becoming more and more sporadic I think he is going to be another one that I say good bye to.

6) Lotto I met lotto about a month or so ago. I was suffering from a bad headache at the time. Yes I did like him but although he was sat facing me on the seat he was moving further away so I felt he didnt really want to be there. Speaking to him a few weeks later he told me that he really fancied me and wanted to do lots more than just chat. He wanted to see me again, he wants me to go to his place so we can act out a fantasy of his. He doesnt seem to be all that bothered about arranging when to see me again. He has told me he has cancelled his membership of the website and hes only interested in me but then says he must reiterate hes not looking for a relationship. I dont think he knows what he wants. I dont think he has seen anyone else since his divorce. I think this one is a slow burner. Not sure what to do maybe flip a coin?

7) Chief met him a few weeks ago much younger, fit in both senses of the word. he wants to see me again, but last night all he kept on about apart from really wanting to fuck me again. he desperately wants me to organise some group sex with him. He was very insistent on this. If this is the only thing he wants although he says not, he can go swing , fit or not. I hadn't heard from him since a few days after the last time we met. But he says hes been away on holiday.

8)JJ he had decided he couldnt see me after all as he has been seeing someone for about 6 months (about as long as we have been chatting)and it seems more serious than he had thought. but suddenly hes deciding shes not what he wants for a long term relationship. so he does want to see me now. although each time I am free hes with her. Its make up your mind time for him. If he doesnt put his words into action he will be relegated to friend only.

9) Oxo I have met him a couple of times in the last few weeks. I have not really blogged about him. I like him and the sex is good but I think he will soon have me bored to tears. I shall probably see him a few more times but not many .......he isnt local either which is a bind especially as I left my sunglasses in his car and had to buy new ones.

10) Forest forest is my blue eyed friend who I have been chatting to for about 6 months and finally met on tuesday and again on wednesday. we will be seeing more of each other. I think I was afraid of meeting him because I enjoyed his friendship although I have know all the time that he really wanted to meet me but never pushed it.

11) mystery visitor mmm well it was very nice having my visitor last week. Logistically it isnt going to be a regular thing but it may not be the last time he visits.

I think what I am aiming for here is as before just a few regular lovers, only my current lovers have not been very regular of late. Maybe the coming months will see a change in this. so my conclusion I shall still see Mr Passionate, my Knight, Oxo few more times and Forest. With the possible additions of one or more out of JJ, Lotto or chief. my gut feeling is that out of those three, JJ is the most likely if he gets his act together.

update

I spoke to JJ this afternoonan told him its make up your mind time. we both had a couple of spare hours this afternoon so we decided to meet up for a chat to see if we both want to take this any further. We had a nice walk and chatted sitting on a bench in the sun watching the ducks on the nearby pond. He does want to see me again. I have told him to give it some thought and let me know as I am having a clear out he understands.

I have emailed Gordon and text Dark master to give them the bad news.

lovely suprise

What a lovely surprise. I was sat here waiting for my knight not knowing if he would arrive. It all depends how long his business meeting lasts. Sometimes he is finished by 12.00 and could be at my place in 15 minutes giving us 2 1/2hrs before my teenage boys get home from school. But other times like last week he isn’t finished until 2.30pm which is no good. He checked with me on Monday that I am still available on Wednesday lunchtime. I confirmed that I was. We have not spoken since as he was busy the rest of the day and I was out yesterday. By the time it got to 1.30pm I realised that if he didn’t arrive in the next few minutes he wouldn’t be coming. There would not be enough time to make it worth while. He feels that our lust for each other is so great and it has been so long since we last met that an hour would not be enough to scratch the surface of our needs. I was starting to feel fed up and even a little tearful, not helped by the niggling headache I had had all morning. I wrote my dearest man an email telling him my thoughts of the last hours.

My mobile had been silent all morning and no matter how many times I picked it up it just wouldn’t do anything, no calls and no text. But suddenly it sprang to life

I presume the lady is being serviced well by her knight and that gazing into the deep blue again will have to wait for another time

The lady is sat alone

Oh no is there time for me to get to you before school x

Do you fancy a walk I need some air

40 minutes later I stepped from my car at the local beauty spot I had chosen to find him already there. He certainly hadn’t wasted any time as he lives 40 minutes drive away.

We spent the next hour wandering along woodland paths holding hands stopping every now and again looking out across one of the many ponds, kissing, chatting. My headache vanished with the first kisses. More wandering along more paths, we found ourselves in a more secluded part of the wood and the kisses became more passionate, he didn’t have to do anything more than kiss me and let his hands wander over my back and ass, I could feel the spasms deep inside me and the wetness seep from me. The nearer his hands got to the hem of my skirt I was thinking that at any moment he is going to notice that I am wet with anticipation. I felt the drip travel down the inside of my leg then his hand was there and another spasm as I hid my face in his chest. Him, holding me close with one hand and delving under my skirt with the other. Mmmmmm how cruel, that I only had a few minutes before heading back to my car in time for the school run.

As I said yesterday this is one friendship which will never be the same again. We have promised to see each other again and soon. The text messages have gone back and forth since returning home.

friendships

I couldn’t have predicted how today would go. Right now I am sitting on my bed with the sun shining through the window feeling happy. Today two friendships have changed, moved, onto another level. Both these friendships are with men who I have been talking to online since about October last year. Both these men probably know a lot more about me as a person than most people do. Both these friendships have been platonic until now although I have discussed sexuality with both of them, both mine and their own. Until about March we corresponded purely online then we exchanged mobile numbers. I don’t remember exactly but it must have been at around the same time with both men. Since then we have text as well as msn. Although with one of them there have been many telephone calls also. I met both men (online) through my quest to meet others for group sex. Both men are no longer with the partner they were with at the time. My partner (Foxy) is busy doing his own thing, I feel that, that partnership is coming to an end. We still talk and he still wants me to organise meets for us but nothing seems to be happening.

Today I had a lunchtime drink with a very lovely, sweet man, I enjoyed his company and I loved gazing into his gentle blue eyes. As he was leaving to return to his office for the afternoon, he kissed me. Very gentle kisses but mmm very sweet. The feel of his hand on my waist and his gentle kisses was very nice. He tells me that he has a day off work tomorrow and if my knight is unable to meet me he would willingly take his place. Sigh!
We have exchanged text since I got back home. I shall definitely want to see him again and as a bonus he is single.

I returned to my car shaded by the canopy of a chestnut tree. My mobile buzzed it was my other friend. We chatted as he relieved himself in the comfort of his bed. In the past we have had some very explicit conversations but this call was something different. I am getting used to the idea of phoning a couple of my prospective lovers and allowing them to hear me cum. But this was the first time I had listened to a man cum over the phone as I told him what I would like to do. I enjoyed this experience more than I had ever thought I would. After our call I had to drive home, I hadn’t gone very far when I found I was completely turned on as my mind went over the conversation that had gone along with the heavy breathing from both of us. I desperately wanted to get home and up to my bed so that I could play with myself, I even thought about calling him to return the favour. But by the time I arrived at the house #2 & 3 were home from school.

As I was locking my car my neighbour arrived home with her baby (her 5th). We chatted for a while, and she told me who my ex is seeing. A few weeks ago he had called me saying

I expect you heard who my girlfriend is.

I hadn’t and I didn’t and don’t care so long as he leaves me alone. When I heard who she is I couldn’t help laugh. I’m sure she’s fine she hasn’t had the easiest life her grown up daughter is a victim of Downs Syndrome. The mother is not very bright herself but I do feel a little sorry for her but not much. I have known for years that she liked my ex he was one of the people in the pub who would talk to her. I was always polite to her but didn’t encourage her, I found her quite annoying. I won’t be telling my boys who their father is seeing. I know what their reaction would be. (horrified). Later I walked up to our local shops for a few things. Whilst there I met one of the men my ex shares a house with. It was the first time this man has spoken to me in about 2 years. He also told me who the girlfriend is, saying that he doesn’t know what he’s doing with her. He also said that he can understand why I wanted rid of my ex, he took him in as they were friends and he didn’t want to see him out on the street. But he is a nuisance and gets very drunk, but they don’t see much of him at the moment as he is always at her place.

When I was walking along the path to our house after collecting my youngest from school he said

why are you doing that?

Doing what ?

Smiling

Because it’s a lovely warm sunny day and I’m happy.

I am looking forward to the new opportunities that May seems to be bringing.


Update
Last night I also had a long coversation with Chief (much younger than me) he is really keen to meet up again. I had a message from Mr Passionate wanting to see me next week. I also have JJ champing at the bit to see me now he has decided that he doesnt want an excusive relationship with his girlfriend. Gordon is pushing me to organise a group meet I am seeing him next thursday.Lotto has also been in touch wanting to see me again. I think I am going to be a very busy girl. I haven't even taken into account that my Dark Master still wants to meet me and I am hoping to see my knight every wednesday for a few weeks.

promises

I don't really know what to say at the moment. blogland seems to have gone mad this week....all sorts of dramas blogs closing down new blogs being started.
my own life has been a bit odd this week.
There are new single men on the horizon. I have done lots of chatting with both new and not so new guys. last night (thursday I was chatting to Mr Passionate by text we had not done that for ages). He is very keen to see me again soon, although he says he has been behaving himself and been a good boy. he knows that he never fails to satisfy. we talked about my need to find a single local guy who is good in bed and can satisfy me. Before I went to bed I emailed him that Yessssss I had found out my date a few weeks ago with Lotto had gone better than I realised. We had met for lunch but I had a really bad headache. I had been confused by his body language. he was turned towards me but was moving further and further away. We called an end to our lunchtime drink by mutual agreement. A very quick kiss that was over before I realised it had happened and he was gone. I had seen him online a few times but kept quiet thinking he hadnt been keen. Lotto left me a new message saying he was still enjoying my pictures so I IM'd him. he thought it had been obvious that he really fancied me and had wanted to do loads more than give me just a quick kiss. As I liked him too and had been willing him to take me in his arms and kiss me passionately I am really pleased. We are going to try to see each other again soon :-).
tonight I have been chatting to two new men that I had been exchanging messages with. Oxo wants to give me a full aromatherapy massage and of course a lot more. snake just wants to fuck me hard and deep asap.
Apart from these men I am really happy. On sunday I sent a short email to my knight wishing him a good easter. To my utter suprise and pleasure he replied with a very long and explicit email. I am in his mind he cannot sleep without desire for me filling him. He has got back in to the routine of sending me very long emails full of his thoughts of arousal. What he would like to do to and with me. there is a slight twist to the previous emails in that now there are others included in his fantasies. I have fallen in love with his words again. He has made me long for his touch for his gentle lips and bright eyes. there are promises of a meeting for us soon. After several months without contact I had resigned myself that our fantasies had ended without being fully satisfied. I was grateful for what we had but now I long for what we can still have.
I have also had lots of contact with several bloggers both by text and IM.
I have also been in contact with Dark master, we were to meet today but I had to cancel due to my domestic duties. I am now going to bed and shall call him up so he can hear me have an orgasm before I sleep. he has been waiting for this since 00.38am it is now 3am

my birthday

What a strange day. I thought I would be depressed today. turning 45 with no one special to share my day with. I was expecting that I would feel desperately in need of sexual gratification and that I would have to text some one to come and get me if I wasnt getting any offers. But I could never have predicted the day I had. I wasnt expecting any presents from my boys as I know they have no money at the moment. I was also fretting about my bills and having to take more paperwork into the council offices.

I woke up at 7.30am when I heard a text hit my mobile. It was an email alert. My dearest knight of the tarnished armour had sent me another lovely sexy email. We had not been in contact since late January. But I had sent him a short email on sunday wishing him a good easter. In reply I had a very long very sexy email and so our exchange has begun again although with a slight twist to the original thread. I decided to go downstairs and read his email before the boys got up. But it was another hour and a half before I read his email. As soon as I logged online there were a couple of offline messages waiting for me. One from my dark master and one from a friend who was very upset. We spent the next hour talking about his problems. Although I felt upset for him it did make me feel good. I always find it good to help others with their problems, apart from the warm glow from knowing that I have helped another person, even if all I have done is listen. It always helps to forget my own problems. Once we had finished chatting I read my emails and a few blogs. By now the boys were getting up and giving me cards, wishing me a happy birthday and complaining that they couldnt give me breakfast in bed if I was already up. #2 son made me a cup of tea while I had my shower. Then I set off to visit my mother. I took her to the local superstores where she bought me an expensive new vacuum cleaner. She had already given me a card with two cheques one from her and one from her dad. Most of the money will go on bills but I have promised myself I will buy a cross trainer as they dont take up much room and I want something that will help me to excercise. Even though I lost a lot of weight through stress during my divorce I have started to put it back on and where I threw out all my clothes that were too big I am now finding it hard to find anything that fits. I can't diet properly because my radiotherapy has affected my bladder and my bowels so I can't eat much fibre therefore have to be careful not to eat large amounts of fruit and veg.
Once my new vacuum was safely stowed in the boot of my mum's car we went to a local garden centre and bought a tub of spring flowers for my doorstep. On the way back to her place I took my mum to the football club I used to be involved with. She drove around the carpark then tentatively along the road. Once she felt confident enough she drove us back to her home which is quite close by. This was the first time she has tried to drive since mid January when she had her knee op. I now have her car until sunday evening when she wants it back :-( it has been much nicer to drive than my own car. We had a cup of tea and a chat . I finally told her that I have been writing erotic stories and I am trying to write a book. We discussed this and she has given me some advice (she also dabbles with writing short stories although not erotic). She has suggested I get advice from her writing class teacher.
when I got home I answered some of the text messages I had been getting all morning from various people. then I had a long chat on the phone with my friend who was still upset. Quite understandably so. By the time we finished the computer was free so I spent an hour reading and commenting on blogs. Before getting phone numbers for delivery services. #1 son had ordered a laptop through ebay and the tracking system told him there had been an attempted delivery but we couldnt find out where it was now. After several calls including one long one to US post we finally tracked it down. So I took him along with the cash to pay the import tax to collect his new toy. we hadn't been home long when he got a call from the bank he had applied to for a loan. He will get his money on friday so hes now looking for a car of his own to buy.
When I was online earlier I got a booty call but I turned it down because I was feeling good just being home with my boys and suprisingly wasn't feeling the slightest bit horny.

From today

from today I shall be concentrating on this blog. I am not going to be running sexy vixen's Kindred Perverts in the same way as I have been doing for the last few months. Instead I am going to use it to post one or maybe two emails per day in the series of mind fuck emails The Lady and the Knight

The absence of words

My Lord It does sadden your lady slut that several weeks have passed with not a word from your fair hand. It has been true to say that receiving word from yourself describing your deepest, darkest desires has on each occasion brought great heat and desire to the very centre of my being. My Lord sir ***** I do understand that you have duties to attend at your castle and about your estates, just as your lady ***** has had occasion to put aside her desire for personal fulfillment in order to attend extended family issues. Having to take on the temporary mantle of head of the family whilst those who would normally sit upon the throne positioned at the head of the family table were themselves both incarcerated within the confines of institutes of a medical nature 40 miles apart simultaneously.Currently this wench who does belong in servitude to yourself finds herself without employment for a period of time unknown.It would please your lady to fill her days with words composed for her own eyes by the hand of her Lord and master Sir *****. These words however few and far between would help your lady to lift her spirit as she ponders the wonders of Information Technology and its history which is currently the subject of study. My Lord your own slut does await your wordLady ***** ;-X

My Dearest fulsome wench Please allow me to express my remorse at the lack of communication with you. Since our tryst, there has been a diabolical turn of events all conspiring to render me timeless in our pursuit to fuck each others minds. it appeared that my livelihood was about to dry up like the sands of the driest desert. Notwithstanding this, a separate attack from a venture of my own has turned against me and contrives to ruin financially and endangering my castle. These times are extreme to say the very least and I am left with no appetite and my libido remorselessly challenged whilst I am distracted in the task of retrieving my sanity and health. I think of my sweet sexual slut often and when I am less beaten by this challenge, wish that she were naked before me displaying her ample voluptuous charms whereupon I would tie her hands behind her and make her knee before me so that I may take out my manhood and place it into her mouth that I may take from her soft wet lips my revenge on the circumstances that play havoc with my very manliness.Helpless before me, it would please me no end to feel her warmth around my sword as I thrust into her oral orifice until I am able to prove to my pure sweet slut that I am once again her master by way of erupting in and over her soft obedient lips and face. To capture such dribbling filth upon my good Lady, sliding down her chin anddripping upon her ample and beautiful breast and aroused pronounce nipples would be a wondrous image to keep for times of solitude. Still tied and wishing continued subservience to me, I would use you more for my rejuvenation and place you face up onto a table and tying your wrist to your knees then spread both your arms and legs with cord under the table thus rendering you prone to my indulgent tongue as I delve about your body, your nipples your cunt and your arse. You will watch me with subservient lust as you see me debase you utterly. You will allow me my tongue foraging every delight you posses to its deepest impregnation, your mouth your cunt your mouth again your arse your mouth again so that you can taste my depravity. Taking the juice of my lust for you from your face and breasts to lubricate yourvulgarly relaxed sphincter so as to slide depravedly unchallenged my hard sword into your rectum.The mind fuck would now become real and you will feel the pleasure within you and we will both watch the pleasure upon the other's face ..................thence to a point whence to ejaculate within your relaxed tightness would bring you to a point match by my own as we both ejaculate our lust for one another, me within you and you without as I watch you spurt you very own cum over me drenching us both as we feel the wetness sliding between us........................ Alas, I fear I am unable to mistreat my Lady so, as my sword sleeps in my loins, although you may be pleased to be informed that id weeps tears of salt slipperiness as write. Be patient by good obedient Lady for if I appear from this awful nightmare I shall want to abuse you mercilessly. Has my Lady any cure that she might feel appropriate for her master. I would wish to know how she might attend him in his hour of need and raise his manhood to heights allowing the deepest of pleasures for herself. Your Lord Sir ***** :-x

butterflies and one lane

I have awoken with the knowledge that today is the day when I shall meet with my master, my lord who is my knight of Tarnished Armour. he who does make me his very own slut with the very words he does send to me. I have plenty of time for preparing myself for our tryst. Damn !!! I have just been informed that mother's taxi service will be required to get son #2 to his football match at 13.30hrs the otherside of the neighbouring city. that means that I must rush out to purchase the food that will be required for packed lunches tomorrow, there wont be another opportunity to do this. The Supermarket is busy, my phone keeps bleeping with messages I hardly have time to think let alone have a chat. finally I'm home with my groceries, quickly putting everything away I discover that with 5 minutes before we need to leave son #2 is just getting into the shower grrrr. I grab a sandwich......speed down the motorway only to get stuck in traffic once we leave the motorway. Finally I drop him off with 5 minutes to spare before kick off (hes the goal keeper). Having arrived home son #1 who wants to borrow my car later needs a lift to a friend's where they are working on project. OK if we go now I will have time to grab a shower and prepare myself for my meeting with my Knight. I have gone a mile towards home and my mobile rings it is #1 son again hes forgotten to bring what he needed for the project can I fetch it and bring to him. Grrrrr. Very reluctant I do this (I want him on side later).
Home again, right now to get ready run the shower and begin to think about what will happen in less than an hour. Bleep its my phone again...this time its my knight just checking where we are meeting. I tell him I am running about 10 minutes late for our tryst. We both agree that we are getting excited but also scared.
omg my nails they are still adorned by chipped purple varnish, quick remove this and paint thin layer of scarlet before I set off. As I pull into the lane where we are meeting there are many cars in the car park but I dont see his. I drive past the majority of parked vehicles and park a little apart from them. I see a car reversing from a space lower down and watch as it pulls up next to mine and I see with relief that it is indeed my knight for whom I am about to show my subservience in all that he wishes. I am now glad for my hectic activity earlier as I didnt have time to worry that I might in some way fail in my duties as slut to my master.
He opens the passenger door and I slide in beside my master resplendant before my gaze. I smile and feel instantly at ease within his company. We have shared so much and yet so very little. I have on a full length button through gown with slits up the sides that reach above the top of my playboy motiff adorned dense black hold up stockings. As requested I am naked of all else under this gown. We have not gone far along the lane before my lord pulls into the side of the lane as I reveal for him all my curves. to watch his delight as my pendulous breasts are unwrapped for his gaze and his fingers reach out to trace the outlines and rub my nipple is devine. however this does not prepare me for the shock that runs through me as my Lord takes my nipple between his lips to suck and nibble with tiny little bites mmmmm already I am getting wet. my master wishes to gaze upon my cunt and marvels at the sight of dark hair surrounding my womanly being. He likes hairy pussies and also hairy underarms, I lift my arm to reveal the whisps of hair that are growing there after many years of shaving. My Lord expresses his wish to see more once my growth has completed. I finger my cunt as instructed, I will obey my master to the letter, after a while working my fingures inside my clit while my master watches I raise my hand to his face and caress the soft skin of his cheek before my hand moves down to his parted lips, sliding first one then another of my wet fingures inside his hot soft mouth for him to taste me. mmmm he likes this and while hes continuing to fondle my breasts I work at the belt of his trousers to bring his sword in to the daylight. A car passes and briefly a pull my gown a little closer about me but not fully covering myself, I want the driver to catch a glimpse of my flesh. My hungry mouth takes my lord's sword within its depths caressing and sucking, licking and nibbling, My lord utters my name in his delight, It sounds so strange to hear my name in this situation, this is not the name most people know me by but my own given name. To hear my name spoken as his hands are buried in my hair holding me over his quivering manhood makes me feel wetter still especially when he informs me of more traffic coming toward us, a 4x4 and a man on a bicycle. I want these people to see how much this slut wants to lease her Lord without shame. Still my head is buried in my lord's lap as he pulls my gown over my buttocks and slaps my bare flesh. yes that is good do it again, he does again and again with each slap stinging my flesh, has he marked my white flesh with red hand prints ...surely he has the slaps are getting harder and oh yes I am sooo wet now. he moves his hand under me to finger my womans sword. He loves the wetness and marvels as I cum upon his fingers, which then move back up my ass to insert his finger into my most secret of places. We are both so turned on now I can feel him bucking and thrusting into my mouth allowing me to feel his erection as it swells and jumps, his finger still in my ass and his other hand carressing my clit first I cum again veryt quickly followed by my Lord. He shoots his seed into me with enthusiasm that seems to be never ending. I have always swallowed before but this time must not be greedy and have to disciple myself to hold his seed ready to share, which I do when he has calmed enough for us to kiss lustily. his throat burns as his own fluid is consumed by my Lord. I love the taste of him as it lingers in my mouth. We hold each other as he rest back against his seat, his passions have rendered him breathless and spent. By now it is fully dark and the intensity of our shared experience is such that my Lord feels he must return me to my car and take himself back to his home to rest and relive the experience. Mmmmm I have returned to my abode and rush to my room where I change ito more everyday clothes. Quickly I email my lord telling him that I can still taste him and have no wish to flush away the taste of my Lord prematurely. I must wait now to hear from my Lord for news of when we may continue our fantasies.
I loved having you within my mouth and bringing about such a rich ejaculation but next time my lord after we have fully carried out my chastisement of which today was a mere practice. I beg you my lord take me as you want. this slut who belongs to you in mind and body wants your sword not only in her mouth but enter into my cunt show me how much you adore your own true slut, fill me with your manhood that I may know I am yours. when the time is right I beg you to enter my ass with your finger first but later with your sword. let me be your whore your slut, let me show you how vulgar I can be in giving pleasure to my Lord my master. Let me give your armour a polish of my own brand of tarnish. Cum with me Lord be filthy with me, let your imagined pleasure become real for us both. Until next time my Lord........

return of the knight

My slut, my Lady love my meek and obedient chattel I shall take my leave of you now with heavy heart because having seen your beautiful maidenhead it is all I can do to stop myself coming to you secretly at the dead of night to ravish your beautiful ample body and relish in your creative and promiscuous mind .......................... I wish to do things to you that will fill your body with joy and have you give it to me unreservedly. It is mine now in my mind and I shall enjoy you with a passion so devine so loving so creative so vulgar so debased that should you know it you would think you were in heaven with all your senses heightened to such degree, just to look into my eyes would make you climax so intensely it would be as Niagara falls covering us both ................... Your knowing master Knight of your body and soul Sir ***** now wishing you joyous festivities, but desperate to meet you once again to fuck you mind and body with intensity :-x

My Lady slut **** Your Knight of tarnished armour wishes you an extremely happy and rewarding new year on every level imaginable. I trust your christmas was an event filled with merriment and joy and that your family were happier to have your presence as much as I was unhappy not to have it physically or as consolation in written word. On my return the first desire I had was to cast my eye over your rude beauty that you sent me in photographic form. It was as I expected perfectly arousing making my manhood stand proud and extremely erect at the very rude vulgarity of you and for that my Lady I thank you for the joy that I held gently in my hand teasing sensations from it that I would rather be by your own hand. Your maidenhead is such a raw rude scar of feminine beauty plumply shrouded up and over with such succulent ample flesh that I almost reached out to my screen to touch its soft loveliness. It's the perfect receptacle for my relentless desire for you seconded only my your lovely soft caressing passionate mouth that I so adore to kiss. This beauty this jewel this perfect flower so perfectly framed by such ample and heavenly stockinged thighs and the sensual folding flesh of your ample tummy......... Oh my god I am so filled with the want of touching your body your glorious thighs and to caress your ample tummy to feel you under my finger tips and know that you have given up your body to me for just such pleasures........ I wish to stroke my tongue over you exploring the softness of you and delving into the sensual creases of your flesh. I should like then to know you want the touch of my tongue on the very sexual centre of your being by stroking with you beautiful fingers and painted nails and parting the petals of your flower to exhibit the very core of your lust for my attentions to you total servitude to me. Show me your vulgar desire that I may know your deepest beauty my Lady my slut my slave of great pleasure. If you wish to serve me thus it would fill me with great pleasure, more than my present display for you can show if you would honour me with more revelations of your desire to thrill your Lord so that I may imagine more exactly what it will feel like to have you in my mouth, for I know already the pleasure will be as if I had fought on the battlefield for your honour and happily died and gone to heaven. My Lady **** I await your obedience in this my desire of you. Sir *****, most definitely standing before you, utterly tarnished of armour by your adorable servitude to me. I kiss you deeply my Lady xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Lord Sir ***** It is with delight that I was greeted with the news of your return. Unfortunately it is with regret that I confess my christmas was not filled with joy or merriment having been taken ill at first light in the same manner as on our first meeting. However my health and spirits are now much improved. I can only hope that my Lord experience more merriment and good cheer than was felt by myself. Whilst my Lord was abscent from this place my computer did become unusable for a period of time. Having managed to fix the problem with it you can imagine my dismay when it failed to work again less than 24 hours after first being fixed. Luckily I had been chatting online to a computer expert who took time from his purchasing of christmas fare to visit my abode and remedy the failings of my computer. Hence now a week later I am still able to use this piece of equipment which I had begun to fear was beyond help. It is also with mixed feelings that I furnish you with the news that whilst you have been away I have secured employment of a temporay but nonetheless full time nature. I began the said employment on wednesday 20th December. At present I am unsure how much longer this will last possibly another few weeks. I am hoping that this will then lead to further employment of an agreeable nature for me. As it is I am working in the office of the employment agency with whom I am employed. Thus in a good position to prove to them my capabilities and reminding them that when any further opportunities arise I should be their first choice candidate for consideration. This does not help our cause to find suitable time to pursue firstly my chastisement then our mutual fullfillment, however this is something that can be overcome with some planning. Added together my illness, lack of computerised equipment and employment have conspired to make the possibility of a suitable response to your former missives, less than might otherwise have been. Further more in recent days I have re-read your communications to myself in the week leading upto your abscence with the intention of stringing together adequate words to convey my desires to your obvious enjoyment of the promise of our shared attraction. However no matter how many times I have intended to put word with word for your perusal, I feel that my mind is still in such confusion as to render it frozen with writers block. Not from lack of imagination but from the images conveyed from the pages written by yourself my good and only Lord Sir *****. How can I possibly match such erotic and arousing images as already described by my Lord. Welcome back my Lord Your own meek and trusting Lady Slut ***** awaits her instructions for furthering our cause.

***** my Lady, my sweet slut, my dutiful whore, I am saddened to hear of your christmas not being as I would have wished for you and that your technical equipment does not work well for our smooth continuance of our quest, but pray that it is up and running very soon that i may be delighted with further images of your perfect and delightful sexuality it is your desire to share with me. Please, please my adorable vulgar creature, do not worry over much that you feel unable to match my words in reply for I have words for the both of us, I only seek confirmation that you accept them with open heart and delight and crave for more. If you forward any words for me to consume of your inner sexual self and your beautiful mind all those thoughts you would fear I should not wish to hear or that you might imagine unacceptable consumption by upstanding society, know this, I will hear it and I will hear it with understanding and compassion and love and delight that you should open yourself unreservedly to my safe keeping. I adore you now and I will with what ever your deepest secrets you might hold within, for keeping them secret or revealing them, you are one and the same perfect elegant sensual beauty. Know this. To here for you once again fills my manhood with such strength to read your words of continued servitude to my desire of your body and mind, but you must know that to satisfy this urge for you at my own hand is not sufficient and I will that one day you will place upon my firmness your elegant fingers with their sensual sluty painted nails so that I might see the delight on your beautiful obedient face the joy you hold at honouring my hard salutation of your perfect sexuality creates in me. I so desperately wish to see your delicate fingers work from me such pleasures that you could not imagine and to see your red rosy lips enshroud my glistening helmet that you might drink of the nectar you cause in me with your vulgar beautiful sluty perfection. ***** my desire my Queen, I have a demand of you I wish to enact and would like to know firstly if you will hear it and secondly if you will obey me? I await your resolve with great anticipation and hope that you will give me freedom to devulge my desire of you. Sir, you Knight your master ***** xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

mmmmm
I await with bated breath your beautiful and sensual words that do arouse me so. Divulge all you must for I do desire to hear what you will have me do for you. To have my mind carressed by your words of desire for my being both in mind but mostly in body is to set fire to my loin. Your words create an oasis of desire and yearning in this world of mine where I have been surrounded by the sands of desert with no word from my Lord whom my body does crave fullfillment. Please may it be that we can take our desires to a new and fullfilling level at a time not too far distant. Please please oh please my Lord I beg of you do not hesitate to aquaint your loyal and obedient (well almost) lady with your words of wishes and desires. Do not ever think that your words could ever offend my delicate heart, for knowing that my own desire to serve no matter how vulgar, do set alight such desires within my only Lord Sir *****, for whom my body does yeard with a longing not quenched by others. The absence of my Lord from my world has served only to prolong the agony of these base and vulgar desires. There is no lessening of my craving to be your slave in all that you could ever wish, to treat my body as if it trully belongs to my Lord and none other. To share with your lady **** all that you feel you need for complete and utter consumption of my own sexual being. to tease my body in everyway that you could possibly wish before taking my every breath as you vent your growing desire to make this flesh of mine belong as part of your very handsome and sexually inviting frame. Have me do to you what is required to satisfy your vulgar and sexually exciting desires. Use upon my body any props which you feel could heighten first your own then secondly my body and all its base desires.
The sooner you may furnish your loyal and faithful slave with the details of your wish the sooner and more complete I shall become yours.
Sir ***** I am yours from this moment until my usefulness to you may no longer be required. Your only Slut Lady *****

Restraint

Sir ***** It was with great restraint that I managed to stop myself from dragging you through my window. I was feeling so turned on by your presence in my day. Following you along so many dead ended lanes and tracks did nothing to dull my desire only to increase my amusement. I am sure that as you stood beside my door my expression must have given away the pure desire I felt. My naked lust for you, my wish to be held, touched and kissed by my handsome knight. but as you said this was not the occasion for the gratification of our bodily desires but for the implementation of my chastisement. further this was not an ideal location and time was against us. my question now is to ask whether indeed you were able to read from my countenance the mixture of amusement and desire. Lady *****


My Lady Indeed I was bale to witness your pleasing face with smiling eyes and lips. I could even see you almost laugh perhaps in my rear view mirror which lessened the trauma of not being able to give you what you so rightly deserved. I should have liked to have opened the door and lain you down, removed the vestiges of decency from your maidenhood and placed my mouth over its lips and devoured you wholly, listening to the bliss of your voice as you uttered the sounds of utter joy. I would have wished to see that joy quirt from you in complete abandon covering you ample thighs to glistening effect, kissed your lips and left you there in a state of dishevelment for all to see. Your knight..........


My dear sir Pray tell how it could be that I could possibly not want to continue with our most compelling mind fuck. I have enjoyed much pleasure from our mutual correspondence and fantasies. I have it in my mind most definitely to carry these fantasies through to reality and completion provided that is that my companion in this journey still feels the yearning to follow through as do I. There have been a number of offers from other parties to fulfil these fantasies but. In my mind these fantasies are borne out of our own delicious mind fuck not to be shared with others, other than in the recounting for their amusement. your own slut Lady *****


My Lady

I am pleased to know your intent is to enact some, if not all, of our fantasies thus written to one another. Mind fucking you has been a glorious event and thrills me to know you feel your mind has been well fucked by these words. I only hope we can express such passion bodily with one another and indulge in our lust freely and unreservedly. It would please me no end to taste you and be inside you and to feel you and see you elated by such communion. My manhood is yours to do with as you will as I hope your womanhood is mine to do with as I will, but first the responsibility falls upon me to correct your errant ways previously encountered by way of your offered up backside to my hand after which we will ride into the oblivion desire. Your ever faithful knight Sir ***** :-x



Dear sir *****,

It is with not a little dismay, that it is realised the sparcity of correspondence in coming weeks, however this gives both time to imagine what might be and in what way we can enhance those activities promised. I have already begun the research required to ascertain a more suitable location for my chastisement.

I would like to bestow one small gift from myself to my lord. Upon my return from our travels along lanes of a wet and muddy nature on monday last. I decided to take a few images of the digital kind to show my lord what he had missed. My camera being old and battered my computer was unable to read the information from the equipment used. However last night a friend allowed me to use his card reader on his laptop to capture these images which he later tried to upload to me. Only one worked.......the others requiring to be resized (to large). I have now attached a copy of the successful image for your perusal. It is with great amusement that I offer this for your pleasure.

I look forward to hearing from my lord when time allows

Your own slut lady *****


*****, my dearest slut It was my intension for the day to concentrate on matters of commerce, but how, with such joyous distraction, is a knight supposed to ignore his Lady when distracted with such industry? Whilst you deliver your digital gift to me with much amusement, I am very happy to inform my Lady that the distraction is, although a little annoying, received in similar vein and with immense gratitude. Thank my Lady. :-x I have to tell you my Queen of my desire, it has caused much consternation, as each time my eyes rest upon it's various elements it has the effect of arousing me so completely that I stand here, although sitting, proud at the sight of my manhood in complete readiness for deeds deep and sublimely penetrative and wondrously explosive. The composition is such that those elements that contrive to inform sit well on the eye in the form of loosely fitted embroidered virginal white femininity, whilst the slash of vibrant pink does much to excite the senses, alluding to a certain thin pinkness set deep into the shadows of heavy denier. The denier itself does much to excite in it's constrained tight sheerness encapsulating from toe to thigh angular knee stretching to disappear from tantalising view. The ivory softness atop the dense black of denier fills the heart with promise igniting your knights desire to share with you his masculinity, the result of your feminine promiscuous gift. Had your hand rested upon your knee with red painted nails, this would have imbued an erotic activity either shared or self indulged, each being compellingly arousing even though purely imagined. The digital image fills me with continued desire for you my Lady love. Had I taken this shot myself it would not have been as strongly erotic an image. If you are ever able to take of yourself imagery of a similar or perhaps more intimate nature this would be powerfully pleasing to your knight knowing you to desire obedience to his will in the self capture of certain elements of your femininity. I remain ever desirous of your flesh my Lady ***** and thank you once again for the precious gift :-x

My Lord It is with much pleasure that your lady learns of the desire within her Lord following the gift of image captured especially for the pleasure of her Lord. It is indeed just one in a series of about 10 images. once these are received on my computer system I shall select one or two that I shall allow your lordship to receive as an interim gift before your return in that they will give an insight into what will be awaiting your return. lady *****

My Lady I await bated, breathless and to be teased your knighted Sir :-x


My Lady ***** You do tease so mercilessly, for I know that within the virginal white of your blouse a mere button or four from view there rests, heaving if animated beyond this stilled image, your beautiful bountiful breast that would so wish to lay my head upon if I were in your presence. If you were to honour me with a glimpse of your cleavage I should be undone by desire to slide my manhood from below that which encapsulates the magnificence of your motherhood and press into the depth created by such magnificent pendulous orbs that I may feel the smooth softness of you envelope my firm manliness. Upon receiving me thus I should expect in your desire to serve your master to succumb to my lust to use you so and in so doing gain much delight in the joy you allow me selfishly to seek in the depth of cleavage I can only hazard a guess at. You will witness my knights helmet appear and disappear in its battle to win the ultimate in releases and so doing will feel and see a flooding of my joy in you welling up and overflowing down the crease that divides both appendages the apex of each I should wish to suckle in gratitude.................. All this from something merely hinted at and far less than is actually to view, but I see your elegant sensual fingers and that glorious red painted upon perfectly shaped nails. You might not understand the power pretty fingers have over a man who appreciates sensuality. I should place them each at a time into my mouth finishing with a thumb sucking on them sensuously knowing the beauty of their vulgar redness is inside me feeling my tongue explore them................. But, my Lady love, your soft creamy thigh has me once more in manly salutation of the sluttish exposure of such ample delight. I desire you most heartily and wish beyond anything to see more of this wondrous expanse, for it is the essence of a Lady who has fallen to expose herself thus and in so doing arouse in her Knight a complete and utter desire for her loose and fallen morals Would that I could kiss and caress with my mouth and tongue the amplitude of your being until such a point as I might discover the soft succulence of what you hold dutifully for my pleasure between your soft inviting thighs that I may suck you into me and be within you too with my tongue until I feel the joy within you take your control and have you thrash for mercy at wave upon wave of intensity you know not if it be pleasure or pain and in completeness of pleasure emit from within first a squirt to fill my mouth thence a stream of warm flowing water of love.................. My Lady love, ***** how you do drive this Knight so Sir ***** :-x PS. If I never see another image of you before the coming year it will drive me to distraction and I'll know not wether to thank you for your cruelty or hate you or give more praise to the thrill of continued exposure. My thanks are deep felt for the fingers my love and would wish to repay the compliment although less than sensual which I fear I must correct for my Queen's pleasure ................

Retribution

My Lady The density of dog population conspired against us and to think we were within moments of achieving our goal only to be foiled by the presence of them and their owners at every quarter we sought. I am desolate that I was unable to give you your just deserts. If I have failed you irrevocably then please tell and I will hold my head in shame and be banished from your lands. I await your firm rebuke for not preparing our sojourn to within a micron of existence. Your failed knight of rusted armour :-(


my lord Master If my Lord has failed his Lady then so has your fair maiden failed her Knight who did charge her with the decision on the date and further to suggest a suitable venue for our mission. It seems that we were too eager to fulfil our desire for the completion of this very serious and most severe mission that we did not prepare very well the aspect of venue though I believe all other elements of our mission were in fact catered for. In so much that both parties were at fault it would neither be just or right to banish my lord from these lands within which my life is lived in as full a way as is possible under current circumstances. Indeed your Lady would wish that far from being banished her Lord could visit these lands more frequently and for extended periods however your Lady understands the situation does not lend itself for this to be practical. Your lady ***** realised when it was too late that perhaps she was remiss not to open her car door and turn herself around thereby making herself and her maidenhood more accessible to your lord to fondle and allow the passion within to result in her wetness as she came on your fingers as she most certainly would have done. Your humble Lady can only conclude that her behaviour was not worthy of all that her Lord should expect and indeed deserve. Could your Lordship find it in his kind and considerate heart to forgive his lady such unbecoming behaviour? Your Lady awaits confirmation from her Lord that not all has been lost and our quest can still be redeemed albeit in the next year. Sir ***** I am your own Lady ***** :-x :-x


My dear Lady It does me good to know you have no wroth for the episode of yesterday. We were indeed too eager to have done with the agony of retribution that was to be metered out. I am moved that my Lady should wish more frequent visitation, but as she so rightly says, the situation does not lend and besides our trysts, should we ever expedite one, are of an infrequent playful nature not imbued with too deep emotion or lasting nature but for more immediate gratification utterly free of constraint that social or individual status might dictate. In that vein then, it was me who was remiss not you. It should fall upon your Knight to command you to avail yourself of his pleasure for it is you who are the salve here, although promiscuous initiation from his Lady would always ignite a passion for it in him especially vulgarity of a Lady of elegance femininity and pose. I should have liked to have invaded your womanhood and sampled the sensual texture its dampness and would have especially enjoyed to see you ecstatically transformed to a place of pure unadulterated pleasure by my hand as I dare say was most apparent to my good Lady, but this was not the charge in hand. It was for your chastisement and not for the pleasure of either of us, but a solemn affair of great import that should not be taken so lightly as to fall foul of desire. Forgiveness you seek is not required my good Lady, and you should rest assured that when you lay in your bed this very night you should know that the fingers although part of your being are in spirit guided by me over your entire body then to rest upon the very centre of your sexual existence to conclude in a most joyous episode. Indeed my Lady, not all is lost and we shall resume the physical of this affair next year. Sir ***** knight of your maidenhood one day soon :-x


Dear sir It is indeed pleasing to know that my Lord does not lay blame on his fair maid for the debacle that was our tryst of yesterday. (she found it highly amusing) Please be assured that if my Lord has concerns that his lady may become emotionally attached he has no need to be so concerned. for his maiden has found a very strong physical attraction both of body and mind. however enjoyable this episode may be and it is with great hunger that gratification is saught your lady has no desire to become emotionally involved. Your lady has in her current life a variety of lovers who are attached, for the purpose of mutual gratification without strings. your Lady slut does involve herself in this mutual mind fuck as her Lord has captured her mind so thoroughly, on meeting this was found to be as much a physical attraction as it is the mind but the heart though surrounded by butterflies remains detached. Would it help my Lord to be furnished with the information that his lady did find herself to her suprise attending a different location with a alternative executioner for the reception of lashes by hand to her naked rear. this in no way detracts from our joint mission as this was a scene from a story not of our making. This scene though useful for the dealing with frustration whilst gratifying for that moment was a one off will not be required to be repeated. Unlike our interesting and amusing highly charged encounters. yours only for this tale of amusement and gratification Lady ***** Slut :-x

My dear slut, my Lady *****I hold you in high regard and with great respect. We are indeed most attached in mind as well as body and to find mutual indulgent gratification in one another with out strings would please me no end. It pleases me to know you have others who delight in your physicality from time to time. It would delight me to witness such encounters or perhaps allow you the pleasure of the attention of two who delight in your satisfaction. It would please me indeed to know the events of a previous meeting of an alternative executioner. To read in your words your acceptance of lashes to your naked ample buttocks would bring a modicum of relief from the frustrations that bear from being denied the delights of your wondrous sexuality. In a state of excited anticipation I have risen attentive, longing for your next missive my Lady and know it will be most gratifying to receive. *****, my vital Lady my most beautiful slut I remain your knight, thank the heavens, Sir ***** :-x

this order

I am still learning how to manage the different elements on this blog so until I have figured out how to link different post together I thought I would give my newer readers a clue about the ongoing saga of the lady and her tarnished knight. You really need to read these posts in cronological order to get the most out of them although I am sure that each is entertaining in its own right.
To date these post go in this order :

November
Naked Delight
Lady and the knight part one
part two
part three

December
Butterflies
Apprehension
my knight of tarnished armour
will it be raining
my disobedience must be punished
my imminent chastisement
butterflies and country lanes

frustration relieved

It was with a mixture of dismay and amusement that I returned to my humble abode following our fruitless drive through wet and muddy lanes and tracks. (my car is now thoroughy muddy). I made a light lunch and went to my computer. I get a message from a friend of a friend on AFF, we have spoken a few times recently, he wants to take some proffesional photos for me as my friend has told him that I dont have many pictures save the ones I took myself. he asks if I would like to meet this afternoon for an hour, we agree that I shall go to his place, we exchange mobile numbers, then shortly after he calls to cancel. Never mind I have things to do. Then I get a call his meeting is cancelled come round now!!. wear something sexy...I still have on the short pink skirt and black stockings of this morning together with sheer white sleeveless blouse over white lacy brassiere. Within 2 minutes of my arrival he has his hard cock out on display for me. Wow I have never seen anything so big, we chat over our cups of tea for a few minutes before he has my breasts out exclaiming how magnificent they are. I am stroking his huge shaft as he fingers my wetness, he wants to take me now!!!! we discuss whether I like anal......something I have only recently been introduced. there is no way that thing is going to go into my ass !!!!!!! He spreads a towel on the floor, he enters my vagina from behind and begins to fondle my breasts alternating with my clit, he offers me his wet fingers to lick my juices from. then he slaps my arse, before muttering that he ahsnt even asked me if I like to be slapped. I tell him that I ahve learnt that I do and he slaps me more first on one side then the other. he slaps harder but still he hasnt slapped as much as I feel I would like. I am worrying by now that it is almost time for me to collect my child from school. I turn around and he comes all over my waiting breasts. we both dress hurriedly and I depart for the school run. I feel gratified that my frustration has been dealt with and I most certainly know that I have been fucked, however it is not an experience I wish to repeat.
these lashes have served merely to remind myself of what I should ahve received earlier and that when issued by my lord these lashes will indeeed be more satisfactory as they are born of our joint fantasy.

butterflies and country lanes

9.55am I am all excited now, I am dressed and ready to meet my Lord to receive my punishment. he calls me he is running late we need to put the time back by half an hour. no problem, I set off a little later than expected, driving down flooded country lanes praying that my car wont get stuck in the middle of a flood. my wipers are working hard, thank goodness I had wanted the rain and that is exactly what im getting. Finally I arrive safe 5 mins early, slip off my flat driving shoes and put on my high heel ankle boots to complete my outfit of black stockings, barbie pink short skirt and white blouse. I can see the road from where I am parked so I shall see him before he sees me. I dont have long to wait, hes here the butterflies in my stomach jolt, I hadn't expected that. His car stops next to mine, we drive off towards our destination. In just a few minutes we are there, the rain is easing off and there are several cars already in the car park. Dog walkers milling around, we park side by side and wind down our windows. Perhaps this is not such a good idea!!! it would have been good if we could have got there not seeing anyone, made our way to a suitable spot knowing that there were other people around but they are oblivious of our presence unless they stumble across us by accident. but not like this. He has an idea, we drive off down the same lanes I had already traversed. We then spend the next half an hour driving along winding lanes and tracks until finally we give up we dont have the time for this. We pull up at the end of our final lane, he leaves his car and crouches by the side of my door, those butterflies are there again. we agree to wait now until after the new year when he has more time. This will give me more time to investigate more thoroughly a suitable venue for my punishment. he leans in through my window and we kiss, my heart melts just as it did a few short days ago at the end of our first meeting which didnt go to plan either. I suggest that had we managed to find a suitable place after all this I would probably been laughing too much to take my punishment with suitable decorum. I long for his kisses to continue and his touch on my skin. My hero puts his arm through my window touching my naked thigh just above the top of my stockings, I feel his fingers searching for my maidenhood, I wriggle in my seat to make it easier finally he finds the right spot but it is awkward. It only occurs to me when it is too late and he has driven away, I should have opened my door and swung my legs around so that I was facing my master. I could have shuffled forward until I was perched on the edge of my seat giving my master an easier access to his prize. I drive home feeling frustrated and a little dismayed, but I shall enjoy the build up of anticipation until I can meet with my Lord. In the meantime we will be continuing our email communication as well as chatting by msn etc.