more pain

On sunday I was in soooo much pain I took myself off to bed early. On monday I was still in pain but the pain killers didnt seem to help. I just about managed to post about how I was feeling as well as have a msn chat with HMU before I took myself back to bed again . If I thought I was in pain on sunday it was nothing compared to monday. I didnt eat all day apart from pain killers every 4 hours. I sent my friend a text telling him that I really need to be held right now, if he was available. The kids were all out I had the house to myself from 11am to 7pm. what a waste of a day just lying in bed wanting to cry I hurt so much. my friend finally text me sleep well x at about 11pm I dont think he had got my text earlier. we then exchanged a few more text.
later something happened that has never happened before. Since taking to my bed I had only left it to go to the bathroom. about 12.30am I was coming back from there when I found myself on the floor. I had collapsed. half through my door. I banged my head on the door and grazed my elbow and knee on the bare floor boards. gradually I worked out where I was and crawled onto my knees that hurt then onto my bed where I just collapsed in a heap.
this morning I am feeling much better but still uncomfortable. It took a huge effort to drag myself out of bed as I was afraid of collapsing again. luckily #4 is poorly so I have not had to take him to school.