so sad

last night I text a number of my friends and admirers to wish them the christmas they want. Not all but most have replied. Thats nice that they have taken the time but nearly all have said something along the lines of.....

'I think what I want it to be and what it will be is something very different!'

Now I think that is sad that so many of my friends feel like that.

I am lucky I shall have the christmas I expect peaceful surrounded by my boys and my mother.